Simply Jay

//Psalm 136:1// so it took me a while to actually open a new post, because I went back and forth on if I should write this or not then I realized that I post almost everything to this so why not post this since maybe someone else needs this... and its always a blast to look back on what I was thinking  so life isn't a walk through the park, and as I wrote back  here , I have mastered the "smile everything is ok face" and its super scary posting this since well I have a fear with others judging me and thinking this complaining girl she doesn't have it hard. well that's so so true I have a very very BLESSED life, I am saved by Jesus and know my God, loving God. But this doesn't mean I don't struggle with the thought of having a pity party for myself.  things happen in life and it comes up so confusing, like moments will happen and they changed everything.  yes that sounds over dramatic, and yes I may be over thinking things, and at times I just wan...

Happy Thanksgiving everyone Hope your day is filled with joy and a fill tummy Wanted to share how thankful I am for all that I have and just everything and everyone in my life. Most importantly my dear Heavenly Father!! Feel so blessed for this holiday season and spend it with so many people that I love.  I will be spending the day with a little run, some cooking and just being with family enjoying a delightful meal. Then of course some black Friday fun tonight with the girls!

yeap its true im the big  2, 0  the teen years are long gone. when I was little you know 13 years old I always thought when I was in my 20's I would be a lady in heels, coffee in hand, ring on the finger, and just older and fun. ya I mean the coffee is true but nothing near an older lady, I still can pass as 16... BUT thats okay I love it. and its only my first year of the 20's so I have lots of time for that  ////////////////// this year I had such an incredible celebration with my absolute favorite people I had the chance to go to the Hadley lake house with the Hadley's and a few friends to stay the night and spend the day out on the lake I couldn't image a better way to spend my birthday. everyone there showered me with love and joy. and I was pretty spoiled I mean like so many gifts, decorations and sweetness. I was just overwhelmed with everything everyone did for me I could of cried (coffession I almost did and it takes a lot for me to burst out tears)!...