//Psalm 136:1// so it took me a while to actually open a new post, because I went back and forth on if I should write this or not then I realized that I post almost everything to this so why not post this since maybe someone else needs this... and its always a blast to look back on what I was thinking so life isn't a walk through the park, and as I wrote back here , I have mastered the "smile everything is ok face" and its super scary posting this since well I have a fear with others judging me and thinking this complaining girl she doesn't have it hard. well that's so so true I have a very very BLESSED life, I am saved by Jesus and know my God, loving God. But this doesn't mean I don't struggle with the thought of having a pity party for myself. things happen in life and it comes up so confusing, like moments will happen and they changed everything. yes that sounds over dramatic, and yes I may be over thinking things, and at times I just wan...
