"Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good. His love endures forever."

//Psalm 136:1//
so it took me a while to actually open a new post, because I went back and forth on if I should write this or not

then I realized that I post almost everything to this so why not post this since maybe someone else needs this... and its always a blast to look back on what I was thinking 

so life isn't a walk through the park, and as I wrote back here, I have mastered the "smile everything is ok face" and its super scary posting this since well I have a fear with others judging me and thinking this complaining girl she doesn't have it hard. well that's so so true I have a very very BLESSED life, I am saved by Jesus and know my God, loving God. But this doesn't mean I don't struggle with the thought of having a pity party for myself. 

things happen in life and it comes up so confusing, like moments will happen and they changed everything. 

yes that sounds over dramatic, and yes I may be over thinking things, and at times I just want to dig a hole and hide forever...
but with all that there is something that brings light and joy to my heart,
 we have a loving Heavenly Father that loves us so much that He sent his son down to die for sinners. 

Through all these hard moments, I have understood how important the power of prayer is.

life changes so fast, and its a pretty crazy time right now, not knowing what the future holds. what will happen to me but I need to lean on the Lord cause His plan for me is always better than I could ever imagine. 

So pass the smile on, through trials and hard moments, God is always good, His love endures forever