friday night lights

last night was the home coming game back at Dana Hills High School. all week i had been waiting for the friday night. i couldnt wait to see all the younger classman im friends with and all the kids that came home from college for their home coming weekend. 

if we go back to last year. i would be out cheering, wearing the flower crown, on the big box calling the cheers and getting pumped for my last home coming half time show. last year at homecoming was so fun, our senior class had such a big half time set. but i have to admit then the juniors totally had a better show than us. though the seniors still killed it, then the fireworks went off, and i would cry with some of my friends that it was all over. 

walking into the statium and just seeing all those old memories go through my head made me pretty sad. i use to say how excited i was that i finally got out of high school, last night made me think differently. i missed everything about high school. my friends ,the activites, the games, and all the fun. i never thought i would actually feel that way. i felt old wathcing the game and the half time show from the bleachers. i have like a legitimate fear of growing up. i guess its just something i have to get use to. but if you ask me would i go back and do high school all over again. my answer? NOT A CHANCE, once was enough. now its just sweet memories.