bon voyage!

the day has finally come to say my last goodbyes to my best friends

last night was the going away dinner for mitch, hannah, and oliva for their incredible journey to study abroad in Oxford

it is still so surreal to me, it hasn't hit me yet that they leave tomorrow afternoon

luckily i still have till tomorrow to say my last goodbyes

I have never been in the situation where I had to say goodbye to three people at the same time

its a very bitter-sweet feeling

I am so so so ever excited for them to go on this amazing adventure that God has blessed in their life. even though its not part of the plan God has for me its okay, im still so happy they get to go out, experience a different culture, see great things and just have the time of their life's

the hardest part about it is that these are the people I spend all my time with, the people I love to be around, to loose all of them at once is not too fun. it is only three months, that goes by fast right?

 three months is very short I know 

but when you calculate it thats 11 weekends away from my best friends, 

whos going to go to hidden house with me to get moachs? to go see safe haven three times in a row? play tennis on a warm day? hangout in the spa? watch the walking dead? make home made pizzas? late night drives? beach walks? banzai? sneak food into the movie theater? go on adventures with?

oh no....

I thought it was hard going through one weekend away from them 

but its all apart of a learning experience

and when they come home it will be sweet sweet summer!

I am trying to be positive and not see this as a sad goodbye 

and it wont be a goodbye

it will just be a see ya later
much love to you guys